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Sunday, January 22, 2006
Series Of LITTLE things Part. 1
How to eat Munchini Giga Bites with the most interesting way:

1.Get Munchini Giga Bites at your nearest local store...7-E pun jadi




2.Pastikan bentuk munchini adalah sempurna...dan luar biasa BAIK!





3.Kemudian Sedut...sedut dengan sepenuh hati sampai ada perasaan nak terkincit...
plus point if you do it with style..for non-smokers...this is the time to get the feel of smoking ciggies...
*perhatian..jangan sedut terlampau kuat...you don't wanna choke on chocolate cream..



4.Inilah hasil nya




courtesy to Cik Pinky for the tips...
posted by RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla @ 1/22/2006 03:17:00 PM  31 comments

Friday, January 20, 2006
Ada Apa Dengan Rupa?
kalau cik pinky berfalsafah "what's in a name?"...or translated "ada apa dengan nama?"...

i'm going to be philosophical on this "What the hell is wrong with my face?"...
i'm experiencing something odd the previous week...not to mention the mood swing...
but something else in particular..

i seriously think there's something wrong with my face..or my gestures..or my facial expressions somewhere...
like that one time in class....my lecturer (he's known for noticing the students gestures and never fails in making a statement about it infront of the whole class)...example...if somebody sleeps or yawn...he'll spill it to the class....*he used to comment my nose piercing in front of my friends
so at that time..i wasn't sleeping..i was looking at his note slides...(but yes i wasn't concentrating..but i tried really hard to pretend ..i'm convinced that i failed)....he then ask me questions.....at the end of the class....i was rushing to go out..he stopped me...

"fazlina boleh tolong saya"...nervous...."tolong padam white board"...and while i was at it...he was standing next to me watching...and asked.."macam mana tadi...boleh faham penggunaan dia"...i nod...

at gym...the instructors look at me and ask "are you okay?". ...this happens quite a few times...different instructors.....now that's pretty odd...I'm not a first timer ....i'm following their steps pretty well...

do i look :
blur?
exhausted?
got pimple?
pretty?..."chantik ke kau!"
chilly stuck in between the teeth?...
vain?
too flat?
too fat?
just got out of bed?
busuk?

i don't know...tell me friends who sees me on daily basis...



posted by RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla @ 1/20/2006 12:45:00 PM  11 comments

Thursday, January 19, 2006
Tergolek
Argghhh.....
"i'm late ..i'm late !"......
i was studying wee hours for today's small test(padan muke...before that rilek2..tgk desperate housewives...sembang2)....and it resulted me waking up late....
but heck...i rushed like thunder....didn't have anything to wear...tak sempat nak iron..nasib baik cik pinky ade...
"hey..pinjam baju"...what are roommates for right?....nasib baik underwear ader...kalau takde..baik tak pakai dari pinjam cik pinky punya...hehe
while waiting for the apartment lift...i can see through the window..the only road out from our housing area...."damn....byk nye kereta..dah la traffic light lembab"....
"terlepas kuiz la aku ni".....
okay..traffic light dah lepas...what next?.....yes....jalan ni mmg terkenal dgn kereta yg bwk lembab sgt....i'm NOT KIDDING.....30..40 km/h ...i can see from behind (since i main cucuk2..just a little push for them to cepat sikit)...that the drivers are always sight-seeing..pandang kiri...pandang kanan....tak tau ape diorang pandang..kiri kanan takde ape pun wei!....jalan bengkak bengkok..and always busy..so nak potong ..mmg susah la...plus...if you do that...the cars infront will look at you like a felon..."bawak kereta macam jin aprit!"...probably what they're thinking...
berhemah?...sudah lar...it's drive SAFELY ..not drive SLOWLY.....
sampai kat parking....rupanya ramai(classmates) yg sampai lambat..haha...suke aku....sampai kelas.the .lecturer gives one sarcastic remark...10 mins more...you people came late..."whatever"...
quiz?..ntah ape2 aku jawab...hehehe....

head back to subang....went lunch with dear gee...hearing her accident story...pitty...but she's alright...then we went to Maybank...i wanted to open up a new account...isi2 borang (byk nye kene isi....siap tanye hobbies and interest lagi...what?...this is not a dating service centre isn't it)....pastu dah duduk kat mamat maybank ni...he's clearly a drag outside (since he's wearing a wig to work)....baik la tapi..

then he was telling me about this new policy of maybank..saying that they are trying to know they're customer's background..cut to the chase..i was asked for a student card...i said i didn't have them right now...(misplaced lepas last sem's exam)...so he said ."takpe...we have this appointment base in dealing with customers"..then i said..i'm free tommorow..i can bring you the uni offer letter....he opened his appointment log book..."i can set you for an appointment on 16/2" ..i was like...WHAT?!!!! ....like a month from now!!!....i only have to show them the offer letter....and it takes that long?...i asked wether i can fax it or something..he said they have to see the originals...then ...i said again..."all i need to do is show you the offer letter...can i just do it on walk-in terms"...he said tak boleh...because walk-in sometimes will cause overloaded cases...
*sigh*....

aduh...i mean if we just twist the situation a bit...let's say i do have my student cards with me....the consequence is ..i settle quarter of the day with a maybank account already...and yet...now..i have to wait for a whole freaking month?....

today feels like ...tergolek kat tangga....
posted by RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla @ 1/19/2006 09:33:00 PM  8 comments

Crave for Food
I was all in the mood for crash diet until i received a forwarded email from a friend of these series of disturbing pictures ...which actually makes me change my perception on overdoing food resents.....cherish god's gift of food leisure my dear friends.....too much and too little kills....





i hope the text is not too small for reading....






posted by RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla @ 1/19/2006 12:18:00 AM  10 comments

Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Lifetime Readjustment
trying hard to go to class everyday....
i know...i sound like a lower class non-eager student....well indeed maybe i am....
it's just getting worst.....i can hardly find any motivation....yes it's my last semester...and?
most of my classmates are the smart-elitist-students ...i don't pretty much care...never seems to bother or either motivate me throughout the years.....
i just don't understand those average ones....who thinks they're better off...and merely making a statement like "i'm on top of the world".....i don't care...i no longer have the mood to deal with low-lives....

keeping the gamelan club moving again (there has been a long pause since lecture days begin....and we haven't started with our usual gamelan practices on friday....and i have sensed some background complaints)......yes....that's is almost everything they're capable of...complaining....gossiping....

i practically hate where i am...what i do...my immediate surrounding .....

i've been having goosebumps lately..i'm not sure what's keeping me in that mode...only that mom's been complaining about her aching right arms (the side where she had her breast removed)....and it's worrying me a lot.....and ....today..my best friend got into an accident...but she's physically okay.......

everything's just not right.....
posted by RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla @ 1/17/2006 03:53:00 AM  6 comments

Monday, January 16, 2006
The Journey Into the Twilight Zone



"You're travelling through another dimension, a dimension not only of sight and sound but of mind; a journey into a wondrous land whose boundaries are that of imagination - Next stop, twilight zone!"


One of the things that have kept me busy for a while...in case you're wondering...hehehe...eversince i got hold of the 2 series dvd boxset (courtesy of Jameel)...one : old version which comes in black and white series (the original of the creator Rod Serling)...and the brand new season..coloured of course....i'm just glued watching from one to next....


this used to be my obsession when i was little ....i remember of those other .."Tales from the Crypt", "The Amazing Stories" , "Nightmare on Elm Street"....are those fictions that have taught me world without boundaries : imagination....

Just last night...i fell asleep while watching the DVD....i had nightmares about being chased by a lady killer...it felt so real....when i snapped out of sleep....the creepy music from the DVD root menu was playing loud.....shit...i really need to get back into the journey of only sight and sound.....
posted by RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla @ 1/16/2006 12:34:00 AM  1 comments

Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Water Therapy!

ahh refreshing......from this week on...

monday : gym
tuesday : badminton
wednesday : swimming
thursday to sunday : gym

i'm back on track...
posted by RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla @ 1/03/2006 10:09:00 PM  26 comments

Sunday, January 01, 2006
An Unexpected Apology to Greet 2006
I received a call from my ex....
not the one i always mentioned in my previous posts(the one that turns my life upside-down)..
the other one....

anyways..the reason he called was to catch up on things ...asking how i am and stuffs...
i asked wether he's seeing someone ....and he said he hasn't been seeing anyone since me...

"i think you cursed me.."...he laughs......

no i did not curse you.....

maybe it's not your time yet.....there's a silver-lining for all that happens...
I'm sorry you lost your dad (due to heart-attack in september 2005)...
i remember getting scolded by "arwah" for calling you up in the middle of the night...:)
i personally think he's a righteous man ....a man of wisdom and principes...
may he rest in peace....

before he ended the conversation...he apologized for all that happened back then....when things didn't work out between us....
it didn't give a big impact on me though i appreciate his apologies...

i really hope things will go smooth in your life...your studies...your career....
posted by RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla @ 1/01/2006 08:43:00 PM  11 comments