i came across my horoscope for today in Friendster and it says that i'm starting to see someone in a whole new light, and chances are that they are starting to see me in a new light as well.
i'm not much of a horoscope believer.... so life went by as normal...it's Friday...can't wait to end the day and embrace weekend...
Not so much work to do...indeed...nothing to do at all...so i was just enjoying the comfort of the internet...learning tricks on how to hack my Official Firmware newly bought PSP and change it to Customware ...and in the mean time..chatting with some friends...a lot of them infact....
with interesting different topics that arises

another malaysian in the same company
- We breathe the same Italian air, we went through the same program ...work under the same umbrella company...but despite the fact that we were put under the same situation, we are still two different people of different culture, race and beliefs...but today, i discovered something about him having the exact same thoughts i do about being abroad...missing home...loving KL more than ever....bak kata orang hujan emas negeri orang, hujan batu negeri sendiri...lebih baik negeri sendiri....loving our culture...loving our FOOD...talking to him makes me feel at home...talking about ramadhan..about the bazaar during ramadhan..the colourful tasteful food...and how much we despise Italian food...but out of courtesy have to pretend to enjoy it.....It felt like...me and where i come from...was finally understood by someone....

an old friend from University
- we had a deep conversation about political issues that's going on in Malaysia...i haven't been able to talk about political issues for over 10 months now ...only manage to read about it from the net..it's nice to feel like i still have some sense of political awareness and yes i do still care about my country!....Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan ke-51 Malaysia...


A friend whom i haven't talked to for quite a while
- a multilingual friend (an Indonesian who speaks of course Indonesian, good English ,French and parla poco Italiano) so during the conversation, there was a little twist of Lingua exchange....and things got a little steamy after sometime...(hey can you blame me?....it's 2 of the sexiest/romantic language in the world Francese e Italiano)...ok..not so steamy.....but well...
more like...Kinky euphemism

My Ex-boyfriend
- After months of silence...we chatted a little bit...asking how we're doing etc...and it got to the topic of his new relationship...and he told me...It wasn't serious..."Cinta Monyet" ..his exact words!!!...and I was like wtf?!!....he's going to be 28 end of this year...how can you afford to have Puppy Love at that point of age?....Call me cynical or conservative...but aren't you suppose to be having serious relationships or planning your marriage ...well at least..have thoughts about it??....
guess some people never change...and yet..probably...he didn't want to admit that it wasn't going well....you know...EGO....anyway...i wish him good luck....

A good friend from back home
- i always appreciate his honesty towards me ..and i enjoy his company...since he works at odd hours..(an aircraft engineer for MAS)...both of us manage to come across each other on YM more often than anyone....out of the conversation he told me that he discovered how insightful i could be...and out of his gut feelings...he told me he had a hunch that i'm going to have a grand wedding...i didn't think it was cheesy..indeed it put a smile on my face and i believed his words..it's like a prayer directed literally to you......i thanked him and told him how he made my day...

My Dad
- i was whining about how hard it is to achieve something ...it's not easy...yaddii yaddaa...regretss..i should've done this i should've done that..bla bla ba....and he said..."it's simple...willpower"...i was stunned.....how come i forgot about that for so long....I may not have everything but i damn know i have that in me....willpower and determination that have brought me to where i am now.....i even believe that it's hereditary.....inherited from my late mother....her willpower to survive and go through cancer....

so from all those conversation...i did discover a new light in someone....most important of all...
i discovered a whole new light in myself from someone else....I'm blessed

yES....where is it?....
I would like to click on it for Friday....
I would like to click on it for Summer holiday to begin.....

2 days of 24 hours more just makes me crazy.....
I just came out of a tele-conference which was conducted completely in Italian...so you can imagine how completely clueless i was...my ex- roommate was on the other side of the conference, if it was a video conference, we could at least look at each other and smile or make one of those funny faces

after constant skype-ing with my dad about the trip....i've finally reached the maximum capacity of confusion...HIS confusion....it's sooooo hard to explain something to him....not that he doesn't understand ...but he keeps making conclusions without even letting me finish my explanations...
and it blows me off!...so finally i told him..just pack all your stuff..(and the stuff i asked him to bring for me)....bring your medicines, and your suitcases and just COME.....let me worry about all the little things.....(merajuk pulak tu...adoiiiii...)

ok...sabar sabar....

anyway......nevertheless, i'm excited to see him, my first brother, my aunt&uncle and their 2 daughters and son-in-law
it should be an interesting and challenging vacation....

oh...and i just moved out from the hotel....to the new apartment...after a month and a half waiting!!.......it's compact..but nicely convenient for 1 person stay...i celebrated the fact of me finally having a kitchen by cooking nasi lemak ...wow...awesome!!!...
and it has been good since.......

so please dear God...push the fast forward button!...