Saturday, August 30, 2008
Them or Me?
i came across my horoscope for today in Friendster and it says that i'm starting to see someone in a whole new light, and chances are that they are starting to see me in a new light as well.
i'm not much of a horoscope believer.... so life went by as normal...it's Friday...can't wait to end the day and embrace weekend...
Not so much work to do...indeed...nothing to do at all...so i was just enjoying the comfort of the internet...learning tricks on how to hack my Official Firmware newly bought PSP and change it to Customware ...and in the mean time..chatting with some friends...a lot of them infact....
with interesting different topics that arises
another malaysian in the same company
- We breathe the same Italian air, we went through the same program ...work under the same umbrella company...but despite the fact that we were put under the same situation, we are still two different people of different culture, race and beliefs...but today, i discovered something about him having the exact same thoughts i do about being abroad...missing home...loving KL more than ever....bak kata orang hujan emas negeri orang, hujan batu negeri sendiri...lebih baik negeri sendiri....loving our culture...loving our FOOD...talking to him makes me feel at home...talking about ramadhan..about the bazaar during ramadhan..the colourful tasteful food...and how much we despise Italian food...but out of courtesy have to pretend to enjoy it.....It felt like...me and where i come from...was finally understood by someone....
an old friend from University
- we had a deep conversation about political issues that's going on in Malaysia...i haven't been able to talk about political issues for over 10 months now ...only manage to read about it from the net..it's nice to feel like i still have some sense of political awareness and yes i do still care about my country!....Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan ke-51 Malaysia...
A friend whom i haven't talked to for quite a while
- a multilingual friend (an Indonesian who speaks of course Indonesian, good English ,French and parla poco Italiano) so during the conversation, there was a little twist of Lingua exchange....and things got a little steamy after sometime...(hey can you blame me?....it's 2 of the sexiest/romantic language in the world Francese e Italiano)...ok..not so steamy.....but well...
more like...Kinky euphemism
My Ex-boyfriend
- After months of silence...we chatted a little bit...asking how we're doing etc...and it got to the topic of his new relationship...and he told me...It wasn't serious..."Cinta Monyet" ..his exact words!!!...and I was like wtf?!!....he's going to be 28 end of this year...how can you afford to have Puppy Love at that point of age?....Call me cynical or conservative...but aren't you suppose to be having serious relationships or planning your marriage ...well at least..have thoughts about it??....
guess some people never change...and yet..probably...he didn't want to admit that it wasn't going well....you know...EGO....anyway...i wish him good luck....
A good friend from back home
- i always appreciate his honesty towards me ..and i enjoy his company...since he works at odd hours..(an aircraft engineer for MAS)...both of us manage to come across each other on YM more often than anyone....out of the conversation he told me that he discovered how insightful i could be...and out of his gut feelings...he told me he had a hunch that i'm going to have a grand wedding...i didn't think it was cheesy..indeed it put a smile on my face and i believed his words..it's like a prayer directed literally to you......i thanked him and told him how he made my day...
My Dad
- i was whining about how hard it is to achieve something ...it's not easy...yaddii yaddaa...regretss..i should've done this i should've done that..bla bla ba....and he said..."it's simple...willpower"...i was stunned.....how come i forgot about that for so long....I may not have everything but i damn know i have that in me....willpower and determination that have brought me to where i am now.....i even believe that it's hereditary.....inherited from my late mother....her willpower to survive and go through cancer....
so from all those conversation...i did discover a new light in someone....most important of all...
i discovered a whole new light in myself from someone else....I'm blessed
i'm not much of a horoscope believer.... so life went by as normal...it's Friday...can't wait to end the day and embrace weekend...
Not so much work to do...indeed...nothing to do at all...so i was just enjoying the comfort of the internet...learning tricks on how to hack my Official Firmware newly bought PSP and change it to Customware ...and in the mean time..chatting with some friends...a lot of them infact....
with interesting different topics that arises
another malaysian in the same company
- We breathe the same Italian air, we went through the same program ...work under the same umbrella company...but despite the fact that we were put under the same situation, we are still two different people of different culture, race and beliefs...but today, i discovered something about him having the exact same thoughts i do about being abroad...missing home...loving KL more than ever....bak kata orang hujan emas negeri orang, hujan batu negeri sendiri...lebih baik negeri sendiri....loving our culture...loving our FOOD...talking to him makes me feel at home...talking about ramadhan..about the bazaar during ramadhan..the colourful tasteful food...and how much we despise Italian food...but out of courtesy have to pretend to enjoy it.....It felt like...me and where i come from...was finally understood by someone....
an old friend from University
- we had a deep conversation about political issues that's going on in Malaysia...i haven't been able to talk about political issues for over 10 months now ...only manage to read about it from the net..it's nice to feel like i still have some sense of political awareness and yes i do still care about my country!....Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan ke-51 Malaysia...
A friend whom i haven't talked to for quite a while
- a multilingual friend (an Indonesian who speaks of course Indonesian, good English ,French and parla poco Italiano) so during the conversation, there was a little twist of Lingua exchange....and things got a little steamy after sometime...(hey can you blame me?....it's 2 of the sexiest/romantic language in the world Francese e Italiano)...ok..not so steamy.....but well...
more like...Kinky euphemism
My Ex-boyfriend
- After months of silence...we chatted a little bit...asking how we're doing etc...and it got to the topic of his new relationship...and he told me...It wasn't serious..."Cinta Monyet" ..his exact words!!!...and I was like wtf?!!....he's going to be 28 end of this year...how can you afford to have Puppy Love at that point of age?....Call me cynical or conservative...but aren't you suppose to be having serious relationships or planning your marriage ...well at least..have thoughts about it??....
guess some people never change...and yet..probably...he didn't want to admit that it wasn't going well....you know...EGO....anyway...i wish him good luck....
A good friend from back home
- i always appreciate his honesty towards me ..and i enjoy his company...since he works at odd hours..(an aircraft engineer for MAS)...both of us manage to come across each other on YM more often than anyone....out of the conversation he told me that he discovered how insightful i could be...and out of his gut feelings...he told me he had a hunch that i'm going to have a grand wedding...i didn't think it was cheesy..indeed it put a smile on my face and i believed his words..it's like a prayer directed literally to you......i thanked him and told him how he made my day...
My Dad
- i was whining about how hard it is to achieve something ...it's not easy...yaddii yaddaa...regretss..i should've done this i should've done that..bla bla ba....and he said..."it's simple...willpower"...i was stunned.....how come i forgot about that for so long....I may not have everything but i damn know i have that in me....willpower and determination that have brought me to where i am now.....i even believe that it's hereditary.....inherited from my late mother....her willpower to survive and go through cancer....
so from all those conversation...i did discover a new light in someone....most important of all...
i discovered a whole new light in myself from someone else....I'm blessed
3 Comments:
am i missing something here? hurmm.... (??????)
weit, balik mesia jgn lupa calling2 aku tau. no aku still sama, takde tukar2 mcm ko..
hehe.. take care babe. Aku dah nak balik kampung. Mesia terchentaaaa
takde miss apenye lah....ape yang ko nak tau aku dah cerita semua maa..hehehe
mestila beb..aku sure call..jangan2 ko dah meletup time aku blk...
mane tukar no lagi..no malaysia aku tu aku maintain tau....
bencilaa ko!!!
Hi nina,
Got your comment on my blog and came over. I'm glad you left me the message because I feel the same way here too sometimes.. I'm entering my 4th year in Italy now so always great to find another Malaysian in Italy anytime! Haven't met any in Milan except for my pastor's family- yeap my pastor is Malaysian but they came here 13 years ago.
How long more are you going to be in Italy? If you ever come by Milan, you should let me know and we can meet up- maybe even have a Malaysian cookout for all the food only we know and enjoy! :)
Anyway you take care too and Selamat berpuasa ya.
P/s feel free to email me if anything :)
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