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Sunday, January 01, 2006
An Unexpected Apology to Greet 2006
I received a call from my ex....
not the one i always mentioned in my previous posts(the one that turns my life upside-down)..
the other one....

anyways..the reason he called was to catch up on things ...asking how i am and stuffs...
i asked wether he's seeing someone ....and he said he hasn't been seeing anyone since me...

"i think you cursed me.."...he laughs......

no i did not curse you.....

maybe it's not your time yet.....there's a silver-lining for all that happens...
I'm sorry you lost your dad (due to heart-attack in september 2005)...
i remember getting scolded by "arwah" for calling you up in the middle of the night...:)
i personally think he's a righteous man ....a man of wisdom and principes...
may he rest in peace....

before he ended the conversation...he apologized for all that happened back then....when things didn't work out between us....
it didn't give a big impact on me though i appreciate his apologies...

i really hope things will go smooth in your life...your studies...your career....
posted by RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla @ 1/01/2006 08:43:00 PM 

11 Comments:

Blogger bertique said...

betul tuh, forgiveness is everything. i remember last time my friend-cum-special-friend used to drop me a card to forgive if she has erred.

ok la, but me being me. i dont care. menda dah lepas nak buat apa ingatkan?

tapi rasanya, he's hinting to form the relationship that was formed before with u ler cik nina .. jgn pikior lama2 tau ..

hepi new year.

Mon Jan 02, 01:07:00 PM  
Blogger RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla said...

well...as for me...forgiveness is important...
have eyou ever felt like...things has passed....you moved on....but you're still holding some of grudges over that person...
but once you receive those apologies...you feel a little lighter...even though it's been kept for years...
just imagine carrying a burden that you can't even notice ...for years...

it makes a difference....

Mon Jan 02, 01:12:00 PM  
Blogger pinky angel said...

errr.. yang ckp
"Dr.Mahathir is crying 4 u.." tu ke?? eiskk..
tak tau pun..

ke yg lg 1 tu??

kompius..kompius..

Mon Jan 02, 07:18:00 PM  
Blogger bertique said...

it's true nina, but for me things happened for a reason .. why do we need to hold grudges, kan? we are human after all, we all erred in one way or another.

so forgiveness is given on the spot la .. tapi kalau ada yg buat official, best gak .. kan? kan?

jgn tunggu lelama, :P .. haahha *hint hint* tak baik buat org tunggu ..

ahaks!

Mon Jan 02, 08:35:00 PM  
Blogger RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla said...

pinky...
yup...that's the one..jadi arwah dah die....

bertique...
yea i know...naturally...you'll give forgiveness...but the grudges i'm talking about is the one that you are not aware of....
you just don't know it's there..but it's there..

tunggu lame?..tunggu ape?..tak faham..
:)

zuhri
wahh..korek from pinky...tapi korek dlm my comment...
might as well ask me...
me me me?
pinky's charm sampai ke sini eh..
huhuhuh

Tue Jan 03, 01:47:00 AM  
Blogger RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla said...

hahaha...
malu nye disclose sini...
but honesty is the best policy (and what circumstances are we talking about eh?..)

2

end of story...

Tue Jan 03, 11:55:00 AM  
Blogger bertique said...

hahah .. tak tahu ker buat2 tak tahu nih .. well, kalau dah ur ex call .. during new year, and apologising for his mistakes - dont u feel anything?

lagipun u are not seeing someone what, so hehe cuba-cubalah berbaik semula orait ??

tahun baru, kehidupan baru kan?

Tue Jan 03, 07:35:00 PM  
Blogger RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla said...

i don't feel like he has any hidden agendas lar bertique....we've been friends for quite sometime after the break up...logically...why does it take so long for him to reconcile back kan..
infact...what's pass is pass....i'm not much a believer of licking back your old spit (i don't mean it in a bad way...)...we're friends..and we're good...

the fact that i'm not seeing anyone too doesn't contribute in reconcilation..
:)

Thu Jan 05, 12:18:00 PM  
Blogger pinky angel said...

zuhri bz body..suka korek rasia org.hehehe...

Sat Jan 07, 08:33:00 PM  
Blogger Deng said...

nina, i can understand why your ex felt that way sebab once i felt the same way too.

when all the things that i had hoped for didn't happen, when everything in life seems so wrong, i can't help but feel that maybe i've done wrong to people. kotnya not forgiven, hence the badluck on me.

i thought hard & then called this guy who had been so gila over me but tak dilayan, & asked for his forgiveness without having other intention. from then, i moved on.

hey, sorry i've been silent. a bit chaotic lately.

take care.

Wed Jan 18, 08:30:00 AM  
Blogger RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla said...

hiee...good to finally hear from you...
it's been a while ya...

well...i have a few cases of those...tak layan people....i don't mean harm to anyone...just that...when they go about acting like fanatics...i get scared and annoyed at the same time....
i guess i have lot of apologizing to do myself ya?
*sigh*.....

Wed Jan 18, 05:36:00 PM  

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