..i'm leaving for a vacation tommorow...suppose to have a presentation today and release my program...supposed to be released from one big burden.....only to learn that i only gain more today...damn u Alan H. from freescale Austin...a day full of meetings...with or without content..i just couldn't be bothered....

i scribbled the gist of what i should edit to my program...and leave it scribbled on a piece of paper...too bad i don't have pencil colours...if not it'd be a kindergarten sheet by now...
let's just dunk it for next week...with another pile of work.....no difference...since demands are always changing through weekly period.

i just finished another survey on friendster..hehe...one question came across...what's your greatest phobia factor...
Kukaracha!!!...COCK'u'roaches....lipas kudung!kambing punya lipas!....i'm phobic of all insects...but on top of the list is cockroaches...especially those flying ones...why?
i remember when i was a kid...while i was sleeping on the sofa..i felt something tingling inside my panties...nothing sensational need i remind you...when i reach my hands inside my panties...it was this gruesome black in colour roach in the grasp of my hands....i went..."waaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!"......just imagine where it's been..and just imagine that it's on top of your pussy doing what?............i just can't bare the thought until now...gives me the shivers...
enough talking about insects.....but wait..i told you i'm no mood to do my work.....i rather talk cock mind u.....indeed this is my blog...so sew me for bluntness if you please....

what else was on the survey.....hmm let me see...ouh yeah...my worst habit...biting finger-nails...i can't remember when i developed this habit..it's disgusting...i am a lil disgusted by it..though still figuring out a way to stop....but i simply conform to the psychological explanation why people bite their finger nails..."nervous or low self-esteem"..."brain's agressively functioning".....i'm not sure to which category i fall into...i guess the latter....i noticed whenever i'm working the brains out for some hard figures and calculation..sorting out problems on calculus, or programming...i'd be chewing the nails..haha..yucks huh..u tell me..but it works on working the brain bit....it's just like some human behaviour..like some kids..roll their pens while they're hearing lectures..or solving mathematical problems.....so give it a plus point for that....

damn..i was interrupted again..by another meeting...

ouh well..time to say good bye to my colleages...carry on human with your daily obligations...

I'll stop bye One Utama to get a nose piercing...another spontaneously planned action...