When good things were taken away from you...
believe that good things will come rolling back towards your direction..sooner or later..

End of last year, i've suffered a great lost ...something that changed my life almost entirely,but it's not long enough for things to turn out the other way round.
Series of good (or if i may exaggerate a little bit) GREAT things had happened eversince, i would exchange all of it back for the purpose of getting back what (or who) i have lost the previous year, but the universe just wouldn't allow a reversal.

In a few hours, i'll be leaving to ROME for some assesment (i don't feel like writing it down..at least not now)...it's a 50-50% chance of a total life change (once again)..for better or worse, i don't know...it's the chance i'm willing to risk..

it's a good life i'm having right now, good job, good friends good social life and lifestyle, but i guess it's never settled if you can be only happy, but not content with what you have. My dad and aunt asked me..."what do you really want?"...funny that i can't give them a straight answer whereby i sounded certain when i told them wanted to go..i replied, "i don't know what i want, but i do know what i don't want"...and the only way to find out is to go out searching for it, rather than staying and settling...i don't want to be bounded by fear (yes..this is what i want)

whatever it is..fate still depends on the almighty..

see you in a week..