Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Pening-Pening Lalat
yes...i can't think of other title ....so i decided just to write what i literally feel.....
pening-pening lalat....just woke up ....(i slept really late last night)...why do i have to mention that?... :)
Previously on MSN messenger :
scenario - status war
after a series of status bombing......
lyaxiyr - "you're being irrational at 3 a.m in the morning"
aynxiyn - "i don't think a BOY really understand what irrational means"
lyaxiyr - "the BOY you gave your heart to?"
WTF?!!!!!.....i'm just gonna stop right there....it pisses me off even more than it already has....
first of all i couldn't believe i got myself tagging along the immature act of status war...(which then later i pm him)....to no avail of peace...
i wish i could just stop and draw my focus back on reading my notes for tommorow's exam...but i was just so disturbed ...."the BOY i gave my heart to?" monologuing or i'm just simply losing it.....
the real question is..."when did i ever give my heart to you?" not you...not anybody as far as i'm deliberately concern......
it's as though he's having an "imaginary relationship" with me...as the words described by iris...
it ended with 2 international calls on my cellphone which i refuse to pick up
....would it make me more rational if i were to pick up his calls?..and then what?...
i rather be irrational than daydreaming about something that never ever happened...
pening-pening lalat....just woke up ....(i slept really late last night)...why do i have to mention that?... :)
Previously on MSN messenger :
scenario - status war
after a series of status bombing......
lyaxiyr - "you're being irrational at 3 a.m in the morning"
aynxiyn - "i don't think a BOY really understand what irrational means"
lyaxiyr - "the BOY you gave your heart to?"
WTF?!!!!!.....i'm just gonna stop right there....it pisses me off even more than it already has....
first of all i couldn't believe i got myself tagging along the immature act of status war...(which then later i pm him)....to no avail of peace...
i wish i could just stop and draw my focus back on reading my notes for tommorow's exam...but i was just so disturbed ...."the BOY i gave my heart to?" monologuing or i'm just simply losing it.....
the real question is..."when did i ever give my heart to you?" not you...not anybody as far as i'm deliberately concern......
it's as though he's having an "imaginary relationship" with me...as the words described by iris...
it ended with 2 international calls on my cellphone which i refuse to pick up
....would it make me more rational if i were to pick up his calls?..and then what?...
i rather be irrational than daydreaming about something that never ever happened...
6 Comments:
*hugs*
hope you'll feel much better.
take care.
2 international calls? you should just pick it up and then just keep quite. Girls always do that to me and it works you know. Besides, at least bleh gak kopak kan sket duit dia for that call hahahaha, okay not funny.
hehehee..
akhirnya.. ter tulis gak blog psl benda ni.'imaginary relationship' ngan zuhri/bertique lg best dr bdk tu yg pastinya.hehehe...
aku pun bengang dgr citer ko tu.apslla ada manusia2 annoying yg mcm tu kan? And keje ko asik menunggu "bilalah diorang ni nak give up.."
Kalo nak rejek, kang termalu sndirik sbb org tu tak mintak kapelke hape.. Kalo tak rejek,mcm ni la jadinya.. Susah, susah..
bertique
*virtual huggies!...
thank you
zuhri
tu la....i'm enjoying you and bertique's company la...tak hati panas..hehehe
rilek je kan..;P
opps...cik pms marah nanti...wa takut!
pinky
the reason why i post this is not meant to hurt anybody...maybe it sounds harsh...it's because i felt deceited before...i simply hate it when someone insults my intelligence.....i was called bitter and ego and what not...tak kisah la...who's to decide what i feel inside kan?
i'm only hoping that he would understand....obviously he's reading....but i don't think he understands...
mellifluouz
it's not hard being me...it's hard being me but not left alone to live my life as i please..in peace....
oops..tertinggal...dear muz...
sungguh keji mu nih!..hahaha...rupenye selalu kene macam tu ek..hehehe
gile la muz...u like international girls eh?...mane?..indon?..philipines?...hahaha
tak pe, we (read: me and zuhri) can be ur imaginary relationship. cik pms don't need to know, as it's i ngan zuhri dah bermadu apa salahnya we (read: me and zuhri) madukan u with cik pms.
sat (tgh reread the comment).
i pun confused apa yg i tulis.
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