Friday, October 28, 2005
Compulsive overeating?
arghh help....i'm starting to binge eating again....
15 sticks of satay for buka....recalling throughout my whole life..i don't think i've ever eaten more than 10 sticks...(10 is the stage where i feel like i can't breath and my stomach feels literally bloating)
and nasi goreng ayam for sahur..makan habis...(my housemate claims that she feels full seeing me eating like that)...
i hate whining about exams...but this is the time where i actually feel tempted for grumpiness..actually feel tempted to watch horror movies...temptations on food...temptations on watching series....
here's the explanation on how it relieves you from the stress..(from my account):
eating : i think it starts with the habit of munching while you're studying..music used to work on this.....but nowadays...satisfying the taste buds seems to conquer you more than the listening pleasure...
horror flicks : the feeling of fear or shock element seems to beat the fear of the doom of exams....it makes you think less about the horror of the possibilities of killer questions....
drama series : you can't stop watching...it makes you forget time..it makes you daydream of a perfect and satisfying life...it makes you think that you're the actress in the movie....it makes you a fool..but you just tend to succumb to it...
yes of course i'm gaining kilos...i'm not the skinny high-metabolism woman who's just lucky to be type.....(but i know where they hide all the fats...hehehe).....
cepat la habis raya.....i miss fitness first ...i miss nicholas my steps aerobic instructor and all the gym crowd who still cares about looking well...
15 sticks of satay for buka....recalling throughout my whole life..i don't think i've ever eaten more than 10 sticks...(10 is the stage where i feel like i can't breath and my stomach feels literally bloating)
and nasi goreng ayam for sahur..makan habis...(my housemate claims that she feels full seeing me eating like that)...
i hate whining about exams...but this is the time where i actually feel tempted for grumpiness..actually feel tempted to watch horror movies...temptations on food...temptations on watching series....
here's the explanation on how it relieves you from the stress..(from my account):
eating : i think it starts with the habit of munching while you're studying..music used to work on this.....but nowadays...satisfying the taste buds seems to conquer you more than the listening pleasure...
horror flicks : the feeling of fear or shock element seems to beat the fear of the doom of exams....it makes you think less about the horror of the possibilities of killer questions....
drama series : you can't stop watching...it makes you forget time..it makes you daydream of a perfect and satisfying life...it makes you think that you're the actress in the movie....it makes you a fool..but you just tend to succumb to it...
yes of course i'm gaining kilos...i'm not the skinny high-metabolism woman who's just lucky to be type.....(but i know where they hide all the fats...hehehe).....
cepat la habis raya.....i miss fitness first ...i miss nicholas my steps aerobic instructor and all the gym crowd who still cares about looking well...
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ahaks.....imaginary "monster"..that's a good one...hahah i only remember stories of imaginary "friends"....i think i use to have one...i use to monologue ..konon responding to my inner voices....sometimes tersenyum sorang2...kadang2 kantoi dgn my mom or my dad...shit...nasib la ade blog skarang....i ditched my imaginary friend....heheh didn't think he'd turn out to be an imaginary monster out of rage..hehehe
arghh..
jom tido...
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