No i'm not speaking of any character in "Mortal COmbat"
I'm speaking of an aged, woman, fighting breast cancer throughout her remaining life..
our Malaysian First Lady, Datin Seri Endon Mahmood.
She passed away this morning at 7.50 am...after surviving 18 days from her last treatment cancer in Los Angeles.

I quote from the previous local newspaper "Datin Seri has just gone through her treatment in LA and she's getting better and happier after coming back from the treament"...
It's all in God's hand ....Al-fatihah to her , may she rest in peace.

After reading the news...I can't stop thinking about mama ( also a cancer treatment survivor ).
I'm sad to learn the decease of Datin Seri, at the same time i'm strucked with fear...
all the mixed feelings...certainly not a good morning to start with...
i'm already thinking about how she would handle the news...emotionally....
will it affect her strength ?....or it will it shatter in debris with the little crack of fear..
i wish i could be at home right now...turn the TV off when it's the news prime time ..or just hide all the newspaper...preventing her from knowing...
but then again ...she's at the office...probably door knocked by her staff...telling her the sad news..acting like it's just another gossip to spread....

It's getting harder to breath in here...
i might just pack my bags and head home tonight...