Busynyer....
just as i thought as soon as i finished my training...i'd be starting life at the low end again....
smooth...and simple...not rushing for next after next event..."berangan!"....

first day of class:
i discovered an oppurtunity to purchase a laptop through a student package loan....
i was only interested in these 2 packages....

a: a package which offers a better notebook spec(with centrino processor) + a 3 in 1 Printer (print, scan, xerox) + USB Drive + T-shirt...+..+

b: a lower spec (celeron) notebook + a PDA phone

i was having a hard time to choose....

i needed "b" because it so happened that i really needed a laptop for my final year project ...and previously i lost my phone..and i needed one a.s.a.p..(my temporary phone...which is totally off in the sense of it's exterior...and the fact that the battery lifelong is intolerable...which happens to be the part that i hate most!...just imagine entertaining an important call and it cuts off in the middle...or, when the phone rings....you were just about the look at the caller , it turns off blank....damn!)....so when i got to know about this package...i was thinking "lucky"....it was like both turns rather satisfying to my current needs....i was starting to believe that even luck comes in a package of multiple gratitudes for having patience of overcoming previous predicaments...

but then again....the tech issues doesn't lay low here....choosing a "less" in tech gadgets such as computers is not advisable...not if you want to use it for quite some time... month by month...i'm struggling to pay off the loan...in no time...the "lesser" technology will become obsolete...it's even hard to buy yourself a buyer just incase you need to sell it off...same thing goes to a PDA phone...i'm all excited over what it can do....browse the web...bluetooth..mmc card slot...camera built in...store songs...organizers...and what not..but the big question is...will i make a FULL use out of it?....come to think again...i had a moderate phone before...with a few cool functions....but at the end of the day....the major usage only lingers around answering/making calls...and sms......so much for technology paradigm...

the verdict?...heheh

like choosing men...i'd go for a simple concept of choosing what's worth and satisfies me most...
say if i get 2 moderate men and 1 superbombastic intelligent dude...i'd choose the latter...numbers doesn't overrule the theory of satisfaction not at least to me.....
if i had chosen "b"...the concept becomes like..."you buy a PDA phone...you get one free low spec notebook"
instead i had chosen "a"...where it's a fair deal of purchasing a sufficient notebook, and i get some other free gadgets like the printer and usb drive.....

i won't look back on this ....

but what challenged me most is the fact where i thought it was merely "LUCK"...but indeed...it is another "TEST" ....practically i was again forced into the situation where nothing comes so easily...you still still...have to CHOOSE and can NOT have it all....but a friend said...."At least"...you HAVE a choice ....it's far more valueble then when you don't.....