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Saturday, October 21, 2006
Selamat Hari Raya
A few more days to go ......

Hari raya....and the 3rd day of hari raya would be the 40th day my mom passed away.
My sis in law gave birth to a baby boy last monday...everything denotes to something memorable in the past few weeks ..
I could not imagine how this Hari Raya would be for us ...It's already different on the outfront...the preparations...the emotions...although everyone is trying really hard to make it as normal as possible.......it will never be the same...not this year or the following years ahead...
It's hard trying to take over her role in the house only to find out that i can never BE anything near to her....it comes to an end where i realized that i'm just a daughter who lost her mother and stays lost....
I just missed her so much....


Photo taken a month before she passed away - My graduation day

To all friends and blogger friends...Selamat Hari Raya....please forgive all my wrong doings or any hurt i caused by something i do or said...Cherish ur Hari Raya among your loved ones....Drive safely ....


posted by RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla @ 10/21/2006 06:57:00 PM 

7 Comments:

Blogger RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla said...

zuhri..
selamat hari raya to you and your family..
safe journey to hometown..

Sat Oct 21, 08:11:00 PM  
Blogger thewailer said...

selamat hari raya dan maaf zahir dan batin nina

Sun Oct 22, 11:37:00 AM  
Blogger bahan*kelabu said...

nina, it would be difficult, but may you and your family be strong at this time of year.

SHR AF MZB

Sun Oct 22, 03:41:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I can't really say that I know how you feel. But I do understand that you're going through a difficult time right now and I hope things will...in time, get better. I know that I've been a somewhat absentee friend(even if I can call myself that...) but again, if you ever need someone to talk to...you know where to find me. I hope I can be there for you as you were for me way back when. Anyway, you take very good care of yourself. Selamat Hari Raya and apologies for whatever that I've done that may have hurt you in anyway.

Sun Oct 22, 04:29:00 PM  
Blogger RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla said...

thewailer...
likewise...so how are you celebrating raya this year?..take a stroll along the californian beach having ketupat and rendang there? Wish i can be there doing the tanning with ya...*sigh


bahan kelabu..
it's not difficult to deal with..it's difficult seeing my dad having difficulties to adapt..
err btw...what's that sign language?..
SHZ AF MZB?
u can mail me the details..
:)

hasbi
hello there absentee friend...i'd call u profitable friend that when i was looking for someone who would buy my ps2....u willingly raised up your hand and won the bid...the guy who wanted to buy it beforehand was tad pissed...:D
anyway...you were profitable in many sense ...many lessons heard and learnt ...i know exactly how and where to find you ..just that i couldn't find a way to get there and do the deed....It's good to know that i was there for you...even when i didn't notice that back then...you take care too....keep that hair of yours lean and healthy

Mon Oct 23, 02:14:00 AM  
Blogger che'fara said...

selamat hari raya.

hang in there k?

*hugs

Mon Oct 23, 02:49:00 AM  
Blogger RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla said...

che'fara

thank u sweet...
have a good hari raya ya..
:)

Mon Oct 23, 02:53:00 AM  

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